During this recent quiet period on my blog I’ve been milling around in the background to set up my new life. For a while I was at a crossroads, trying to decide which path to take on my next professional journey. It was a tough decision, but I’ve come to the conclusion that returning to Afghanistan will be the right experience. I will placed in an excellent opportunity to contribute to Afghanistan’s future, as well as build upon my own professional skills and network. For some of you these words are tough to understand, but hopefully you’ll eventually agree that I’ve made the right choice. In Afghanistan I will be an Adviser to the Afghan Ministry of Higher Education on a project of the US Agency for International Development (USAID).
The past few months I’ve had the time of my life. I returned to the OC, plugging back into southern Californian life. I spent many hours with my lovely girlfriend, Victoria. I ate and drank with my parents and my friends. I journeyed to Vietnam and Japan…and to the US East Coast. I explored my future education options. Life has been good to me. Now it’s time to give back.
Most people don’t support, appreciate, or even condone my decision to return to Afghanistan. “Why would you want to do that?” “Why would you want to go there?” “Why would you want to do that to Victoria?” For me it’s a matter of perspective. We seldom appreciate our own blessings in places like California. I think we’re often distracted by our satisfactions and worries that we forget to realize how much we accomplished, how luxuriously many of us really live, and how provincial our own worries can be. Months ago, one of my friends, Anna, said to me, “Why don’t you just want less?”
I actually thought really hard about those words and realized that I do want less. But I want less so that I can do more. And here we have the philosophy of “less is more.” True, life is spartan and ascetic in Afghanistan. But I do believe that what I am taking up is hopefully an endeavor which will help spread the seeds of education, knowledge, and trust in non-violence as a means to social development. Higher education is important, and it has crucial impacts on citizens’ economy, political outlook, and general welfare.
It’s hard to explain these abstract notions to most people, which is why I rarely even try. Now I probably realize I should try harder and smarter. But anyway, the choice is already made, and I hope you will eventually come to support me. If not, stay tuned, and hopefully the next few months of a very close look into Afghanistan will change your mind…
Sincerely,
Alex
Washington, DC
October 17, 2007