Rise and Fall:
Yesterday was a glorious, unusually warm winter day in Japan. The sun shone brightly and my soul matched its warmth. Today, Friday the 13th, the weather is back to cold and dreary and so are my spirits. The pain of everything is sweeping over me again and I can’t seem to shake it this time.
And here, I can’t break down, here I have obligations and duties that need to be finished. Here the sorrow is unforgiving and the anguish is crippling. Just a few more hours and I can spiral away into the darkness by myself.
I’ve been soaring and crashing all week long and I don’t know when it’ll stop but I guess hurricanes have a way of doing that to a person. And even though I’ve readied myself for this storm, I don’t think I’m strong enough to battle it on my own this time.
February 14th, 2009 at 11:42 pm
give your bro a call mang
February 22nd, 2009 at 5:31 pm
I hope you’re doing alright over there. Holla at me if you need to talk. Who knows? You and I may be dealing with some similar issues.
Chin up, man. I’m rootin’ for ya!